the boards are over. hope i passed. have a huge headache. feel kinda testy.

internet down at home. i think their dsl must be off.

at c's babysitting n. so cute. damn he tires me out.

r was the best. drove to my plac after the show. held me for a few hrs. felt bad. couldnt let her stick around house. just her is distracting, not in a bad way. but i need to focus. she makes me want to stare. i have to stare at the questions.

luke performance on tests.

n to sleep with the workings of the human body. what a smart kid.

peace.

collaboration requested ...mission accomplished. "lines" requested for private collection. we can all relate.

windows collected. 2 square clear. 2 square iced. 1 lg 3 panel. ooh, the creative juices, excitement.

c for wine on thurs nite, tackle 5/5 x 5/5/ wood.

tonite: sox, beer

electric blanket savior.

she is learning to cook so well. a 3 course meal with wine to boot. so proud.

69.209.22.254....la grange? mmm... who are you?

ash where are you? stros on home turf. dzang it. i will not let you win! email me. puhleeze. must consult re: windows.

clouds coming. belly rumbling. pulmonary to complete.

fall dayz. want to complete nightmare piece. it must come in parts, i think. that will be the key.

last nite's menu: italian pinot grigiot
variety of cheeses
pumpkin soup with a dash of parsely and cinnamon served with foccacia bread
black mountain chardonay
sauteed tilapia with a white wine lemon butter caper sauce served with a round of artichoke leaves

tonite: swiss girl is cooking.
carrot soup
salmon with lime and butter
rice
strawberries

studying went. finished pulmonary. tomorrow must buckle down into cardiovascular.
perhaps reading at polyrhythmics.
gina calling. wonder why?

need sleep. need to study and stay focused.

last nite's crazy between the sheets and 4 glasses of wine makes that difficult. but lovely, nonetheless.

awoke at 0645 but could not bear to see the sunrise. back to bed until 0900 am.

meet the press this AM calling cliniton and the saudis the mafia. i would sooner have clinton getting a blowjob AND taling to the saudis than to have carl rove, rumsfeld, bush running this country. truthfully, they must be the axis of evil.

the pakistanis sited the USA's delays in cleaning up after katrina as indicative of their swift efforts. how can we expect a nation of no resources to move quickly, when even the USA cannot? where to move to--canada? australia?

must study. must laundry, must clean, cook.

edit: urogenital emergencies finished.
bathroom spotless
trash put out
on to orthopedic emergencies

edit: floor mopped in kitchen and bathroom. spare bedroom mostly ready
only 30 pages left of orthopedics to do.
need to plan menu, lift, go to supermarket
time for me-never enough
my muscles are killing me, particularly the stress spot
does burning cedar work?

r is overwhelmed. i am cranky. miguel says i should let people, even those i love, fall flat on their face so as to learn from mistakes. the air was pregnant with kisses the AM but iw as still cold and having nightmares.

no word yet from lawyer but today is an action day.

oh god. this is going to be hard.

there are a lack of edges here. but that's ok. i can live without more commas. more strict fascist surfaces. not right this moment. ...

GALLUP PHOTOS:

SAT FLEA MARKET, 9/17/05

SAT FLEA MARKET, 9/17/05, ROASTED CHILI'S

SAT FLEA MARKET, 9/17/05, TRADITIONAL MUTTON STEW WITH STEAMED CORN AND FRY BREAD

9/18/05 RED ROCK

9/18/05 CHURCH ROCK

9/18/05 ROUTE 513

9/18/05 ROUTE 513

9/18/05 GERRY AND CODY, FORT MCKINLEY RESERVATION

9/18/05 ROUTE 513 NAVAJO RESERVATION

9/19/05 ZUNI LAND RESERVATION

9/19/05 EL MORRO

9/19/05 EL MORRO

9/19/05 EL MORRO

9/19/05 EL MORRO

9/21/05 SUNRISE AT KOKOPELLI, GALLUP

Kokopelli. Probably the most popular & well known Indian symbol. Known as the seed bringer and water sprinkler. A common fertility symbol throughout the Southwest. His image is found many times in petrography art. He is a personage who is honored as a kachina by most Pueblo cultures. He is associated with fertility, the male principal, biology, and the significance of guarding seeds. Usually depicted as old, bent under his heavy load with his flute. He travels to many communities, impregnating young women who are mesmerised from the notes played on his flute. Related to the cricket or locust whose natural music is associated with the state of humidity and seasonal weather. Many bawdy stories of his various exploits have been told. As a kachina doll, he is made with a staff, not a flute and is carved as a hunchbacked. His likeness also featured exaggerated male sexual organs until the missionaries came in the 1930's, who frowned on

9/21/05 SUNRISE, GALLUP

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, WAITING

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, DREAMING

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, INNOCENCE I

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, INNOCENCE II

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, BECOMING

9/21/05 EAST GALLUP, MANHOOD

edit: i believe the USA is no longer a superpower. we lack a unified command, a unified response, and leadership. we, the nation who cares for and polices all others, have turned to the rest of the world for relief. we the providers of hope and relief, are ourselves, in need of global financial support.

edit: to where shall we move?

edit: mars 2010? book now?

last shift. then to reno. to r.