the world didnt end
other things did
maybe 2013, being an odd unlucky numbered year, will bring better

balance

the more i try the harder it gets.

stronger

they wanna see me locked up, shot up, and cage me
i come back bigger, and stronger, and ANGRY

38

productive
confident
strong
endurance
successful to a degree
amazing friendships
art

mentally exhausted
emotionally anxious
hypervigilant
hurt

i just want to run
in which direction yet i am not sure

a world revolution is in progress, starting with egypt.
egypt proves today that humans can act in a civil manner to achieve change without violence.
how long this idealism will last remains to be seen, but, for now, i hope the world continues along this more positive axis.

the u.s. empire has fallen
mccarthyism is making a comeback as we, as a society involute and take aim at that which we don’t know and thereby fear.
i never expected to live thru a period of such regression
but as americans, sadly, we seem to enjoy being greedy, selfish, and inhumane.
i dont find this sort of change exciting or comfortable.

i am craving a cheesesteak…
enjoying being, just