it sounds like bagdhad in my backyard.
congruent triangles define synonomous
May 9, 2007
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much needed time at home. i am however unmotivated to get to the business tasks at hand. they will have to wait for the weekend. instead today i allowed myself to enjoy the sunshine, ponder the free paint now stacked in the garage, and write a few lines.
E ≠ i + y
E represents to me
the sum of the
two I(s)/ eye(s)
we once had
and between them is Y
but Y has lost its meaning
a satellite, sometimes consonant
a question, an answer
lost now in the periphery
until even the E of ego
goes and leaves me
the only I
April 20, 2007
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head cold.
negotiated new rate that will help for summer plans.
new poemi want
i want to lick the sunshine from your arms
while drinking a glass of sun with
artificial sweetener swirls
inside of my mixing emotionsi want to smile the way you do
with tints of golden yellow daisy petals
that water glide on belief, love, hope, serenity
and stick to reflections of eyei want to walk in dry sandals
when the earth rotates its tears
skipping over the details and heading straight
to hopscotch drawings of chalk heartsbut i falter with every other step
forgetting how to tie my shoelaces
tripping on sidewalks covered in thorns
each cut bleeding me one more step
closer to illumination?copyright JANEisnotplain 4.07
February 21, 2007
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wow. click here.
February 2, 2007
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bbbrrrrrr...
freyman’s integral pathway (p,q) = e-1/4 (p+q2)?[(q+ip)/ 2]/ n!
it is the incoherent super-position
of different integral faiths that
destructively interferes with the
language of quantum mechanicsoften one encounters integrals
where the exponent is not purely quadratic
from the outset but rather contains
both quadratic and linear piecesto prove this identity
eliminate the linear term
the constant factor scales a-z
yet quantum mechanics remains
fully present and flexible[we] insert position and momentum
respectively making use of
the clear rationale behind
the resolution of vector identityquantum particles have more freedom
than their classic counterpartsall the information about any
autonomous quantum particles
is contained within the matrix
of elements of its time evolution operatorthe time evolution operator
describes this dynamic evolution
under the influence of
Hamiltonian timeH = T + V or H = E + R
where R is a positive definite
real symmetric n-dimensional matrix
and V is a real vector diagonalized by
orthogonal transformation into
E, a mono-kinetic Euclideanas the matrix elements express
amplitude for a particle to
propagate between points
it becomes the propagator
of harmonic oscillationin the matrix of elements
the discrete set becomes dense
over time and space becomes
a continuous curvethis smooth variation of paths
contributes significantly toward
the motivation and the application
of a limit [less] continuumproving that u and i may be
independent complex numbers that
need not be related by the
simple conjugation of coherent states and paths integralonly by love.
copyright JANEisnotplain 1.07
January 31, 2007
January 29, 2007
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trying something new, and bold.
freyman’s integral pathway (p,q) = e-1/4 (p+q2)?[(q+ip)/ 2]/ n!
quantum particles have more freedom
than their classic counterparts andall the information about any
autonomous quantum particles
is contained within the
matrix of elements of its
time evolution operatorthe time evolution operator
describes this dynamic evolution
under the influence of
Hamiltonian timeH = T + V or H = E + R
where R is a positive definite
real symmetric n-dimensional
matrix and V is a real vector
diagonalized by orthogonal transformation
into E mono-kinetic Euclideanas the matrix elements express
amplitude for a particle to
propagate between points
it becomes the propagator
of harmonic oscillationoften one encounters integrals
where the exponent is not purely quadratic
from the outset but rather contains
both quadratic and linear piecesto prove this identity
eliminate the linear term
the constant factor scales a-z
yet quantum mechanics remains
fully presentit is the incoherent super-position
of different integral faiths that
destructively interferes with the
language of quantum mechanics[we] insert position and momentum
respectively making use of
the clear rationale behind
the resolution of vector identityin the matrix of elements
the discrete set becomes dense
over time and space becomes
a continuous curvethis smooth variation of paths
contributes significantly toward
the motivation and the application
of a continuum limit [less]proving that u and I may be
independent complex numbers
that need not be related by the
simple conjugation of
coherent states and
paths integralonly by love.
copyright JANEisnotplain 1.07
February 11, 2006
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chicago-->fort madison iowa-->peoria--->bloomington/normal--> chicago
i am here for support
i am here to make sure she gets paid
i am here to carry bags and equipment
i am here to take pictures and video
i am hereit is snowing today
i am always hungry
ft mad was so awful
peoria not much better
i am such a glutton for love
hopefully the love we make is enough to sustain
my stomach still growls
i am in and out of open
want to write, but cant
such is lifeash, hope you are managing.
December 13, 2005
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tired. nite was long, 2 hrs of sleep was enough to get me to next site but was a tease that will send me back toward napping.
72 hrs of work offered for 4 days. tough, but need to take it while i can get it.
she booked extra days on her cruise. i am trying like hell to schedule around it so that we can go together. will be nonstop on the go. difficult. but hopefully doable. i am doomed to be perpetually exhausted. i am decidedly in love. it makes me do crazy and irrational things like be sleepless and take the shape of a suitcase. yet, i refuse to have regrets. i refuse to lose opportunities.
tookie: RIP. capital punishment is not the answer. was this man rehabilitated? all arguements present a slippery slope. no doubt, arnold has sealed his own political fate. we are forever in conflict with our selves as self. are we god enough to exact such permanent punishment? or thou shalt not kill because we lack the godlike qualities we think are necessary to make such decisions. the latter. yet we seem to behave as if we are god, and invoke a variety of cliches when it suits our human desires.
more later...must sleep.
edit: the star fell out. i am terribly superstitious. every time that happens, something very bad follows. managed to reapply it with superglue right away. hope it stays. slept fitfully , not enough, still tired but must stay up now.
need passport for cruise. working on moving mountains in an already exhausted world.
the plan is to write
date with self at applebees for mediocre food. at least i got frequent flier miles and a beer.edit: i know why you stayed.
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