December 12, 2007

  • i am so overwhelmed by all this macau/cirque stuff. i so just want a day where we dont think about it, dont talk about it, and can have a sense of normalcy. i need to recharge.

    she has not set the new gemeinhardt down since receiving it this morning. i love when she smiles like that.

December 9, 2007

  • isnt it funny how we fight against islamic fundamentalism while christian fundamentalism overtakes out own country? the very fact that a lack of religious diversity is running, at least on the right, is scary, disappointing and disgustingly hypocritical.

November 2, 2007

  • grilled salmon vera cruz with lemon-thyme infusion, toasted corn chips, corn, pinot noir, love.

August 2, 2007

July 23, 2007

  • re: the cnn youtube debate
                            the left has never been so right.

July 20, 2007

  • menu: margaritas
             saffron seasoned rice
             stuffed poblano peppers with 4 cheess
             mango/corn salsa
             tortillas

    its unseasonably cool.
    her arms are just the warmth i need.

July 16, 2007

  • easy day in the track. side-stepped a bloody monday
    i miss her.
    happy birthday mom.

July 11, 2007

  • working today to on editing and relaxing. mercury is out of retrograde. but i still feel a pull at mid-day.
    i will make this post public in the hopes that readers will reply with their hypothesis applied. please see below and add your application in the comments section. this poem is an attempt to integrate math into art.

    H0 : µnothing = µcertain = µforever

    null hypothesis:

    nothing is certain
    nothing is forever
    what is forever certain is nothing
    forever is certainly nothing


    null hypothesis applied:

    i was forever once
    i was certain something could be nothing
    i was certain nothing could be something
    certainly forever could be mine

    but nothing is certain in time
    time is forever uncertain
    about the nothing it holds
    over time


    copyright JANEisnotplain 7.7.07


    null hypothesis applied:
    by rose winebrenner

    Once

    i was something once
    once being something mattered
    it mattered if i was nothing
    because being something was all that mattered

    Now

    now i am nothing.
    now i am something.
    but being nothing matters not as much
    as when being something mattered
    does it really matter?
    or matter does it not?

    null hypothesis applied:
      by CRO


    art is true
    art is everlasting
    what is everlasting is truely art
    true art is everlasting

    but everlasting doesn’t last
    because in the end
    we can’t ever see
    either the truth in art
    or the art in truth

    null hypothesis applied:
    by JKaucher


    Poetry is uncertain.
    Poetry is dissolving.
    What is dissolved uncertainly is language.
    Dissolution is poetry.

July 6, 2007

July 5, 2007

  • i bought 13 white roses.
    i do not know how to go and face the casket. without having a flashback.
    i am playing the music as loud as i can to drown out the screams in my head