January 26, 2008

  • separation occurs 1130am tomorrow
    the tears, the stress. its all mounted. i can hardly stop crying. i suppose there is nothing wrong with being a girl in this department.
    she's scared, overwhelmed. i have tried to be a steady rock.
    i so want to jump to the next chapter and togetherness. i can hardly wait for her return and there has not even been a departure yet.
    i have work to which to look forward. i have visits to which to look forward.
    i want to be happy <repeat>.